So stressful. But I can't find any method to release my tension. Perhaps I need some clubbing, alcohol or one day trip to anywhere I want. Sounds fun, but hard to do it. The coming weeks is not the 'enjoying' week. It's a 'sacrifices' week ever! This Sem is really bringing me to hell!
Tonight I feel so blue, all because the loads of works from the subjects taken! Gross! So, I barely talk so much. I feel so lazy to talk about it with someone. Because I can't find anyone that I really can share. I mean I need someone who can gives me advises what to do instead of listen and just let the wind blow away it. I'm not that kind! Since I can't find anyone to talk with, I think I will use the easiest way to release the loads; drinks! I'm not an alcoholic person, but drinking is just my other way to release stress, and I don't feel it's a crime. A normal human being need to release the heavy burden on shoulder, but different people, different way! Someone need to respect my decision, I guess so. However, talks so much still rubbish. Because I've promise not to drink anymore. Unless oneday I really gone mad and crazy!
Tonight I feel so blue, all because the loads of works from the subjects taken! Gross! So, I barely talk so much. I feel so lazy to talk about it with someone. Because I can't find anyone that I really can share. I mean I need someone who can gives me advises what to do instead of listen and just let the wind blow away it. I'm not that kind! Since I can't find anyone to talk with, I think I will use the easiest way to release the loads; drinks! I'm not an alcoholic person, but drinking is just my other way to release stress, and I don't feel it's a crime. A normal human being need to release the heavy burden on shoulder, but different people, different way! Someone need to respect my decision, I guess so. However, talks so much still rubbish. Because I've promise not to drink anymore. Unless oneday I really gone mad and crazy!