Why am I always stuck in problems that I do not wish too involved? And why
nobody support me? Why I am always the wrong person to blame? Why
nobody ask about my feelings? Why? Is it I am the one who always make up the problems? So you all
jump into the conclusion.
I do not know what is my feeling right now, just damn down! Even my friend also asks me to think. Honest? What is honest? In her world,
everything just seems so simple and easy, whereas my life is full of thoughts, complicity, troubles, and misery. Honest for me is just a word. You just act honest when you get caught, and it is beyond your beliefs and gut. When can I be truly honest?
It is not that I do not want to tell the truth; maybe it is just not the right time. I think even how many times I explain, he stills stand on his own word. And yes, I am. I am the kind of person who he thinks I am.
Brat. Spoilt. Sucks.
And everyone starts to blame me. And this really makes me
puke all the way. How can I walk along the road? I can’t, just can’t…
Now, I seemed to be lifeless. Everything should be stop right now. My world seems to stop spinning… and I can feel my soul start to crawl out from its host.
-You can judge me all you want by using your own theory,
in case you feel your feeling will gets better*
-You can boycott me if you wish,
in case you feel I’m wrong*
-You can tell me you hate my actions and words,
in case you feel I’m irritating*
…just to tell you…
YOU are not the RIGHT person to
JUDGE my life, because you don’t even know me.
Fly away~
